i close my eyes and spin
as many times as they said i couldn't win,
arms out to catch the rain that doesn't fall...
but you had said forever, after all.
oxygen tears slide down my cheeks
How does forever compare to 26.5 weeks?
smile, nothing else to do
my mouth bleeds, for i cannot say i love you.
corners up, middle down, what a philosophy...
it's killing me, cant you see?
But now that my soul's cover's been peeled
it doesnt matter how i feel.
scatter the crumbling dust of my heart,
you hated to see me torn apart
on the trampled mud of disregards
this broken dream cutting my feet like shards
with hope for the seeds planted there
on this war path of love i must bear
dance, get off the ground
one day someone who cares will be found
spin until i'm dizzy and numb
to love early, i must have been dumb
laugh until i have to cry
only way i can without people asking why
looking into the afternoon sky
wonder if you see the thunderclouds in my eye
when i know i must treat you a different way
can't help but wondering what you'll say
avoid your eyes as long as i can
why can't it be like when we began?!?!
So I go back to the beginning
over and over, with the same ending
if something i am meant to learn
won't this weary routine turn?
my emotions and heart churn
hell is with unreturned love to burn.
Well, this definitely isn't complete, or close to. I just though I might as well put it up now and edit it later then just leave it sitting around. motivation to keep going. i guess. anyway. pain may be temporary, but the scars take forever to heal. until again, chie
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