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Am I Doomed?

By Brian Webber

They say these things skip generations.
Am I doomed?
My grandfather is a retired firefighter.
I don't like fire except for candles.
He is an alcholic.
Am I doomed?
He beat my father and his siblings and my grandmother.
Am I doomed?
They say these things skip generations.
He molested my dad and my eldest aunt.
Am I doomed?
Could pedohillia be genetic?
What's with all these filenames with the word 'Lolita in them on my Dad's hard drive?
Am I doomed?
The filenames say, 10, 13 year olds. These girls look muhc older.
Is this good?
Are they legal age women dressed as teens and pre-teens?
Am I doomed?
Do things REALLY skip generations?
Should I just kill myself or cut of my dick now before I hurt a child?
I wish all child molestors would kill themselves before they hurt anyone.
Am I doomed?
Even if I never see a child in a sexual way, knock on wood, will I beat the woman I marry?
Will I become a mean drunk?
Will I sympathize with Nazis?
Or will I become my Dad?
Will I collect porn the way little kids collect Pokemon cards?
Will I obsess over talentless Britih pop stars form the 80s?
Will I neglect and emotionally abandon my child?
At least when my step-grandfather's Dad abanoned him, he had the decency to leave the house.
Will my wife be a degrading horible person who abuses my child as my Mom was before she was saved by Wicca?
Will the women who mothers my child be married to another man when I get her pregnant, as was the situation with my parents?
Will I become so desperate to be with someone that I would break up a marriage just to have a family of my own, even if I just eat, watch porn and cry quietly in a corner when my only son is being slapped around for no reason?
Am I doomed?

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