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Gone By: Damon Dixon on 10/22/2001; 12:37 PM my love where have you gone? Your gentlest word, kindest touch would waken my days fulfill my nights. long times made short by fateful disease. Remember when we played touching games till dawn? When we planned our lives path? Who is to blame? I am, in my shame. My answers were truebut not false either, merely lone perspective. Where art thou my love? I can't reach you. Through bone and flesh you are as you are. I can't reach you. Would that I could. Will you read my letters? A prayer from the lost. I would help if I could. So I sit angry and impotent. So I stay. You won't talk to me. You merely glare and spout obscenities. Words hurt. Phrases kill. Left my only recourse, I despise. The thing that rots your mind. That which causes us to decay. Doctors can't find the problem. I know what it is. I pray for something to happen one way or another. It never does. Prayers to a dead god always go unanswered. I should know better. I won't leave, though my heart fled long ago. I am here. I am always here.
RE: Gone By: Judith Melinda Dixon on 7/31/2002; 11:59 AM Damon, I never went anywhere. I have been inside myself waiting for you to rescue me. You have been my love for a long time. It seems like forever. I wish you had meant what you said about being here. Your heart never went anywhere. If it had, there would be no "would you read my letters"?.What letters? Where were they? Of course, I'd read them. Doctors can't help me. Only you could have. I remember the touching games til dawn. Isn't that what I said I had planned the night you betrayed me? Maybe your God is dead, but mine is not. I still hold out hope that you will be here. I love you.
RE: Gone By: Brian Webber on 8/2/2002; 11:01 PM I'm sorry VoU guys. I had hoped that more people wouldn't be dragged into this nightmare between Judy and Damon, I really am. Between Damon telling me to save up to elave the hosue then bailing causing my share of the rent to double making leaving impossible, I got Judy constantly barraging me with questions about alledged extramarital activities. I feel like a suspect on NYPD Blue and Sipowicz thinks I did it. Please, just don't get involved guys. You'll be safer that way.
RE: Gone By: Mark Morgan on 8/3/2002; 12:31 PM What are you apologizing for, Brian? I read Judith's reply and the first thing that came to my mind was, "What a great post to come back to after a week offline." It was sweet and charming and sad and very honest. I hope the two of them work it out. I mean no sarcasm when I say it made me cry. But then, as the Overlord is always telling me, I'm a mush head.
RE: Gone By: judith dixon on 2/20/2006; 3:05 AM Three years and I'm still here waiting for you to notice me.
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