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You forgot, but that's ok By: Chie Theresa Fujioka on 4/11/2010; 9:02 PM I almost died today Watching your hands Remembering memories emotions electric siganls hormones chemicals elements atoms... neutrons electrons and protons... maybe even quarks! To quote, "I found it hard, It's hard to find, but oh whatever, nevermind." Really that a simple thing like love and jealousy can be reduced so quickly to some little object I know so little about. Let's ask Hobbes about electricity. He knows all. Ah, but walking behind you, smiling to the un-noticing young boy beside me. Cracking jokes and laughing. Sound waves vibrations of air oxygen nitrogen hydrogen Cyanide? Cyan? Blue? Yes I'm blue. "da ba dee..." Back to same ol' same ol' Yeh so I watched... like a movie "All quiet like. like a fish! like a fish?!?! you idiot! Sorry miss." Sorry I even brought it up. I didn't really, since you can hear a single word I think... At least i think not I think I think that you cannot hear me think. pink? I hate pink "I hate the name Gou. It makes me want to puke. You will be the first to feel my sword." *BLinks* So anyway, I watch you two. You're so happy. You think I'm happy. All's well that seems well? no... but you've forgotten If you remembered... or knew that I remember with every single breath I take in... I know you wouldn't be as happy... one angry, one penitent, asking if I'm ok... BUT I AM!!! and you don't need to know that I'm not. I don't want you asking if I'm ok, or if I want so and so to do this, I don't want to tell you if you can do anything Because you WON'T do what I need, and nothing else really matters But it doesn't matter because you don't matter because you have proved unworthy and all that stuff mom says... "mama tells me I shouldn't bother, that I ought to stick to another man, a man who surely deserves me..." "boys are frogs" but I like frogs "well boys aren't very mature." yeh yeh yeh. If you didn't mention frogs, I might agree... Oh frog prince? So really, don't even bother to remember. It's bad enough with one person. "It is better that one should die for the fate of many." Who really died? Me or you? Rejection? or fickle insecurity? or desperation? Blond hair, blue eyes...Brown hair, brown eyes... Maybe I am happy. Will you be soon? Just some free association. make what you wish. Sori if i misquote.
RE: You forgot, but that's ok By: PJ Caroon on 3/7/2001; 12:31 AM nice... CHI QUOTED NIRVANA!!! GO CHI!!!!!
RE: You forgot, but that's ok By: Chie Theresa Fujioka on 3/8/2001; 9:11 PM hehe... but thats my favorite line!
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