I was walking down a cold crowded alley in a thunderstorm, happy for the way the rain disguised my crying eyes; I was sobbing wildly on the inside, with one single regret, and that regret was my whole life, now I was never the type to rob and steal or cop a feel from a girl who found condolence in the moments where she lost what’s real, I was more consumed with the lifestyle of a voyeur, I would dress in all black and hide in the way back and watch the most evil things you can imagine, I watched Hitler put Jews in the oven and never uttered a word, I watched Ted Bundy rape, beat, and strangle dozens of girls, I’ve witnessed evil no one else knew existed and I’ve never done anything about it, my daily life was the life of a leader, I was pure in most instances and like everyone else I had people who loved me, people who didn’t know I existed, and people who hated me, but those who knew me saw me as a leader, they followed principles I upheld personally but never globally, It had finally got to me as I slowly neared the dead end of the alley, the crowds hardly noticed me, I was like a thief in the night with nothing to steal but a life that has been in a bottle and cast into an open sea, then suddenly a man spoke to me, he was in his sixties maybe older, he told Me that he liked the cold so he rested his head on my shoulder, we were huddled in the corner as I considered my life and how I just couldn’t live with it, so I pulled out a 38 caliber magnum and put a bullet through my head and into his, at that point came an abrupt change in the scenery I was just praying that I could see the light because I am Jesus Christ and that man stands for every man that ever believed in me.
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