confused as hell

By dayla ward

For six hours, at least, I have tried to get something posted. As confused I was in the first 2 hours, now it's compounded by frustration and rage and thoughts of throwing a hissy fit at 3:16am just so everyone can experience this with me! I've been writing poetry for 30 years. All of my thoughts and hopes, sadness and emotions were cataloged for years.I've written about my crappy childhood, and spoofed on myself, for which I am most known round here. I'm not computer savvy and don't understand why I've made this so hard.

It's time for me to make myself stop the insanity, at least for the night. I just hope I can get through tomorrow without smashing this poor computer into bits and pieces never to be able drive me as close to insanity as I ever want to be. besides I can always go back to going old pen and paper. Most suffering I got from that was a few paper cuts and writers crap.

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