“I am looking at the man in the mirror, I am asking him to change his ways” -Michael Jackson

Well, I have had enough of negative self-expression. I am through feeling bad about myself. I am through lying. Through the hazards I was trudging through for months and days on end. If you are new here you may not comply with what I say, but patience yields results.

What is your name? Where are you coming from? May I know? Yes, you, the one looking at my writing right now. That way a very common question was it not? Let me tell you why I asked you that. If you saw me yesterday you would not have been asked that question. I would have told you how dreadful my condition is and I would have told you how I run Cross Country. One of these is a lie and another one is a complaint. But let me tell you, I do not do that anymore. I stopped complaining about myself. And lying. Many of my schoolmates may find it hard to believe. (Yes, Dorothy I did go on that date and I am going to homecoming with Solange if conditions permit.) Ask her please will you? But here are all the facts I know about myself without. I have black hair, with almost 30% premature grey .My skin colour is brown. I am 5’9” 215 pounds. I just started Power lifting, which is too new for me to say whether I like it or not, (but I can tell you this, your neck hurts when you do squats), I have one sister who sometimes is very annoying because she is in 3rd grade. (I hate Barbie with a passion). I am Indian sub continental.

I am in the United States for almost 2 ½ years now. My real name is Suryasish, which means “the blessing of the rays of the sun”. I am nicknamed after the nut cashew, and therefore “kaju” I come from Calcutta, Which I still love. The other cities I love are San Antonio, Texas and Pensacola, Florida. I love the bands Green day, Savage garden, Jon Bon Jovi, Michael Jackson, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Nirvana, The who, No Doubt, Incubus, Ram stein and finally my favourite, Aero smith .My hobbies include rifle flipping (if you do not know what that is, you are forgiven). I enjoy Mu Alpha Theta and Science club too. (Tie Dye Rocks)

I like math, which is, I think because of my Mom, who is extremely mathematically inclined. (I think that was wrong English) I think people do not like me, but right now I could care less. I like everybody and that is what I am concerned about. Oh by the way, I am not very calm and I drive (if you don’t live in Baton Rouge, you do not need to care about this) if you can correlate these two things, muhahahaha!!!

As you can probably see from here I am NOT very well organized. I consistently keep losing things, to the agony of my parents. And I am also an awful writer. As a final note, I am apologizing to anyone I have offended during the previous 2 ½ years. If you want to contact me, you can do so at castdragon_2001@yahoo.com or castdragon2000@yahoo.com. Keep rocking and may peace be with you.

And as Steven Tyler would say, “I am going to be here, in your face, whether you care about it or not”

• Trapped
• DESPAIR
• Raise
• The english obsession: part 3
• The english obsession continues
• MATX MADDOX
• COACH DUPE IS EVIL(he is killing me)
• Crosshairs (edited mary is this good??)
• mich ein bin
• The english obssesion: cornwall
• STERLING